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why do I do this to myself?

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I needs a man.

like whoa.

LIKE ARGH.

I would prefer said man is artistic in some way or appreciates the arts. Thinks a date to a museum is a good thing.
However, he must have a job and transportation.
I would love a veg dude, but I'll settle for someone who at least is willing to try my friggin food.
Tattoos, piercings and longish hair is desired, but I'm totally open. Looks aren't that big to me.
Said dude must like to get out, do stuff, possibly dance, walk about, wander.

mmmmmmmm

want man

I've never been much of one. I mean I've had celebrity crushes and thought so and so was hot etc, but never have I been so deeply affected by someone in particular.

I am beyond obsessed with the band Blue October. Every time I have seen them live, I fall harder and harder for the singer Justin. He's adorable, emotional and honest. I love it.

The music, the emotion and the passion he pours into things touches me soooooo deeply. For about six years my love for this band has grown and grown. Each and every song, performance, interview...just makes it deeper.

They did a DVD "Argue with a Tree" many moons ago. And I've been watching it on youtube as much as possible. Here's a few of my favorite performances:





you can actually watch the whole thing on youtube on a playlist. It's fantastic. It's really like being there. I saw them in August and it was the BEST experience I have ever had. I can not stop gushing about how amazing this band is. I have posted so much about them on here.

And I am just so in a huge fangirl love with Justin it's unreal.